i knew that my life can never  be as wonderous as what i thought....
it is true that it will never be the same.. as what we hope....
not everything that we try to work out will work..
and it really hurts when that happened...

i wishh that the tears can swept all the pain away....
but tears can only relief the heart aches and the sadness for one day...

then, when you wake up on the other day...
and the pain, sorrows and feel of being lost are still the